[Verse 1] Beyond the window, the sun is slowly rising The contrast between night and morning Makes me feel like something is about to begin But hope never comes the way I imagine Ordinary life can be much sadder And sometimes crueler than we expect [Pre-Chorus] When I’m still carrying wounds inside I can’t turn them into wisdom yet When fear is still living in my heart Even courage feels like something in the way [Chorus] After another sleepless night Even the rising sun feels cruel to me If there really is a God somewhere Please heal me with that light Give me the strength to open the door And take one step outside Please help me Please help me [Verse 2] Beyond the window, the sun is slowly setting The contrast between day and night Feels like it’s trying to tell me something But what comes next is never what I hope for Another long night is waiting Another battle with a distant darkness [Pre-Chorus] When I’m still carrying wounds inside I can’t turn them into wisdom yet When fear is still living in my heart Even hope feels like something in the way [Chorus] As the sun brings another day to an end It somehow feels farther away from me If there really is a God somewhere Please shine that light on me I want to find my real smile again The one I somehow lost along the way Please help me Please help me [Bridge] How long will this conversation with the sun go on? How many more days will I keep looking up? You are endlessly far away Yet your presence is greater than anything I know Maybe if I could hold Just one small piece of your power It might be enough To save me [Final Chorus] When I’m still carrying wounds inside I can’t turn them into wisdom yet When fear is still living in my heart Even courage feels like something in the way But if your light can reach me Even from so far away Maybe someday I’ll open that door And take one step into the day