[Intro: 8 bars] [Authentic classic 1970s Japanese enka orchestral introduction. Slow traditional two-beat rhythm. Mournful shakuhachi solo, gentle shamisen, nostalgic sweeping strings and delicate clean tremolo guitar. Warm acoustic bass and soft traditional drums. Deeply sorrowful Showa enka atmosphere.] [Opening Enka Vocal: SAME mature male singer throughout the entire song. Pure traditional Japanese ENKA singing. Rich rounded baritone, unmistakable KOBUSHI ornaments, delicate rapid pitch turns and deep natural vibrato. Slow, sorrowful melodic phrasing. Especially ornament the final syllables of each line.] 神様よ……　見ていたのなら どうして　この手を　離したか [Shamisen Fill: 1 bar] [Traditional shamisen answers the enka vocal. Maintain the same classic enka rhythm.] [Verse 1: LOW MELANCHOLIC RAP. The SAME mature Japanese male baritone from the opening. Deep warm tone, restrained sorrow, clear rhythmic diction. Rap with weary emotion, not aggression. No shouting. The traditional enka accompaniment continues unchanged.] 祈った回数　数えても無駄 神棚だけが　今日も綺麗だ 差し出す願い　返事は未着 「努力が足りない」また聞き飽きた だったらお前が　この朝を生きろ 凍った台所　時計は六時 求人サイトを　指でなぞって スクロールしても　明日は見えず 家事の合間に　睨んだ画面 「見送りました」短い文面 誰も責めない　だからこそ痛い 静かな部屋ほど　胸が騒ぐ 誰も触れぬのに　胸が潰れる 見えない誰かが　心臓を握る 誰かのせいに　させてくれよ じゃなきゃ心が　壊れちまう [Instrumental Break: 2 bars] [Expressive traditional Tsugaru shamisen solo, followed by a sweeping orchestral enka string phrase. Keep the slow enka rhythm.] [Chorus 1: AUTHENTIC TRADITIONAL JAPANESE ENKA SINGING. Same mature male vocalist. Clearly audible elaborate multi-note KOBUSHI, graceful pitch slides, traditional Japanese folk-derived melodic ornaments and natural controlled vibrato. Sing with sorrow and longing, never rock belting. Add prominent kobushi to the ends of "神様よ", "離したか", "見たくない", "胸に溜まる" and "灰景色".] 神様よ……　見ていたのなら どうして　この手を　離したか 恨む相手が　欲しい夜ほど 鏡の顔さえ　見たくない 白い雪なら　春に溶ける 真っ黒な煤が　胸に溜まる ああ……誰のせいだと　問いかけりゃ 明日も変わらぬ　灰景色 [Verse 2: EXACT SAME LOW RAP VOICE AS VERSE 1. Identical mature male baritone, timbre, vocal weight, register, pacing and melancholic rhythm. Do not introduce a different rap voice. Express deeper sorrow through phrasing only. Same traditional enka accompaniment, unchanged.] 自己破産の書類　滲んだ文字 払えぬ数字が　机を埋める 子どもの学費　止まらぬ時計 他人の幸せ　胸を刺す 優しい言葉も　皮肉に聞こえ 笑顔の向こうに　嘲りを見る 神は沈黙　世間は正論 肩にのしかかる　自己責任 自分が悪いと　認めた途端 最後の支えも　折れそうになる だから恨むさ　誰も彼もを そんな自分が　一番怖い 払っても払っても　指が黒い 捨てたい記憶が　煤になり溜まる 街は雪化粧　心はススゲショウ 白い雪さえ　灰に見えた [Chorus 2: SAME mature male singer. Genuine classic enka singing, NOT rap. Strong traditional kobushi, detailed pitch ornaments and deep natural vibrato. Restrained, deeply sorrowful delivery.] 白い雪なら　春に溶ける 真っ黒な煤が　胸に溜まる ああ……誰のせいだと　問いかけりゃ 明日も変わらぬ　灰景色 [Bridge A: SAME LOW RAP VOICE AS VERSES 1 AND 2. Identical baritone timbre, register and pacing. Quiet, deeply melancholic rhythmic rap. Traditional enka piano, shamisen and soft strings.] 売れるもんなら　記憶も売るさ 笑えた昨日も　まとめて売るさ 誰か買ってくれよ　この記憶を 明日の飯にも　ならない過去を いくらの値がつく　生きた証に 答えはないまま　値札もつかず だけどひとつだけ　売れない記憶 何も知らずに　笑えたあの日 [Bridge B: VERY SOFT TRADITIONAL ENKA SINGING. SAME male vocalist. Vulnerable, pleading, sorrowful melodic delivery. Gentle authentic kobushi and delicate natural vibrato. Fully sung, never spoken. No shouting.] あの頃に戻れるなら なんでもやります 神様…… 戻る値段を 教えてください 差し出すものさえ もうないのに…… 真っ黒な煤が また溜まる [Traditional Enka Instrumental: 4 bars] [Mournful shakuhachi solo answered by Tsugaru shamisen. Classic orchestral strings gradually rise. Traditional enka melodic cadence. No rock drums or aggressive guitar.] [Final Chorus: PURE AUTHENTIC SHOWA ENKA. SAME mature male singer. Intensely emotional but controlled traditional enka singing. Frequent clearly audible multi-note kobushi, expressive ornamental pitch bends, graceful slides and deep natural vibrato. The singer weeps through traditional melodic ornamentation, never screams. Orchestral enka accompaniment remains traditional.] 神様よ……　見ていたのなら どうして　この手を　離したか 恨む相手が　欲しい夜ほど 鏡の顔さえ　見たくない 白い雪など　もう見えない 真っ黒な煤が　空から降る ああ……誰のせいだと　問いかけりゃ 答えもないまま　灰景色 [Outro: Quiet, mournful traditional ENKA MELODY. SAME mature male voice. Slow, deeply emotional singing with delicate kobushi. Sparse shamisen and low orchestral strings. Never spoken.] 神様よ…… 聞こえているなら 答えてくれ…… この苦しみは…… [Final Phrase: Slowly sung traditional enka melody. Deep male voice with expressive descending multi-note KOBUSHI and long, delicate natural vibrato. A sorrowful melodic lament, not a scream or rock belt.] 誰のせいだ…… [Complete Silence: 1 second] [Ending: ONE solitary mournful Tsugaru shamisen note. Long natural decay. End.]