[Verse 1] Dead phone But my head still ringing Same room But the paint keeps peeling Cold food On a warm white plate Been staring at the clock Like it’s running from my face Old pics In a box by the bed Laugh once Then it hits me again My name Don’t sound like it used to Said it in the mirror Didn’t even feel true [Chorus] I keep my hopes Like ashes in my hoodie Carry them around But they burn right through me Everybody asking "Why you always moody?" They don’t see the weight They just see the movie Ashes in my hoodie Ashes in my hoodie Try to shake ‘em off But they stay stuck to me [Verse 2] Blue light On my half-closed eyes Scroll past wins Till I feel half-sized Text typed out Then I hit backspace Hard to say “I’m broken” When you still got grace Mom callin’ I let it just ring out Can’t lie So I shut my whole mouth Say I’m fine When I finally pick up Talk about the weather Never say I’m fed up [Chorus]